1. |
shame
04:00
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the shame eats me up
i can’t swim through it
i’d say that i deserve it
if “deserving” weren’t anachronistic
the shame that i create
by doing unspeakable things
the shame that i create
by hurting the ones i love
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2. |
dreaming of dolls
05:03
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i wish you could see me in my pretty dress
yes, i wish you could see those polka dots
without seeing the blood run from my arm
without seeing me faint next to your car
i was dreaming of dolls
at antique malls
you’re my doll
you’re my doll
let me fall
i want dolls
but i don’t know where to find barbiturates
so i guess i’ll pretend to live again
in the morning everything will feel fucked up
but for you, i’ll pretend to do my best
i was dreaming of dolls
at antique malls
you’re my doll
you’re my doll
let me fall
i want dolls
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3. |
anyway
03:04
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you found me in a weird spot
i’m frightened by the world a lot
you don’t know it too much anyway
we sunk our teeth into our wounds
though we didn’t mean to
i don’t think i could eat anymore anyway
i’ve got your fingertips
stuck in the back of my head
scratch, scratch, i’m already dead
scratch, scratch
sometimes i think i talk too much
sometimes i’ve not a single thought
i don’t like my voice too much anyway
i think i want to love myself
it seems you couldn’t help me out
i guess it’s not about you anyway
i’ve got your fingertips
stuck in the back of my head
scratch, scratch, i’m already dead
scratch, scratch
i’ve got your fingertips
stuck in the back of my head
scratch, scratch, i’m already dead
scratch, scratch
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4. |
no land to harbor
04:34
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i daydream of being exiled to the great big sea
where no one can find me and i can find peace
no land to harbor expectations
no land to harbor fear
leave me the fuck alone
i’m in the sea
come hang with me or
leave me be
leave me the fuck alone
i’m in the sea
come hang with me or
leave me be
i daydream of being exiled to my hometown
where everyone can find me and i find suffering
in this land, i feel bliss through my assuredness
in this land, i feel free
leave me the fuck alone
i’m in the sea
come hang with me or
leave me be
leave me the fuck alone
i’m in the sea
come hang with me or
leave me be
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5. |
shirk away
01:57
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for years they’ve asked the question
“to be or not to be?”
well, i’ve come to both conclusions
but only separately
you may find it in your heart
that if you do know, you don’t
and you don’t wanna start
you’ve got time to be
and you’ve got breaths to breathe
there are things you’ve yet to find
and there are things you’ve yet to leave
but you may find it in your heart
that if you do know, you don’t
and you don’t wanna start
but it’s not that hard
to just shirk away
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6. |
saturn's best
03:03
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my skin is red hot to the touch
maybe from fear, maybe from love
every feeling is just the same
abstract and nebulous
a prophetic dream fell into my head
a spirit emerged from my heat vent
as i neared the door, i wound up dead
i had to let go as i reached the end
you were on my coattails
i was running like a snail
i knew that you’d catch up
a death the same as love
life exists in passed memories
why is everything bittersweet
now you’re telling me to breathe
drink some water and get some sleep
the world keeps moving all too fast
i wonder when we’re gonna crash
all the planets will sit and laugh
i always knew that saturn’s best
you were on my coattails
i was running like a snail
i knew that you’d catch up
a death the same as love
you never gave a fuck
a death the same as love
you never gave a fuck
a death the same as love
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7. |
stupid moth
02:14
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buying fancy beers
never fear what the sky takes from you
i look for the clouds
but i’m always shot down
so i will build a home
in descent, i descend
you won’t talk to me
no relief do i foresee
when i see the light
it tries to kill me
i’m a stupid moth
i am circling you
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8. |
another cigarette
05:12
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what’s a life to another cigarette
i was hoping you’d pull me back
and save me
what’s a life to another cigarette
every time i take a drag
i think of you and feel dead
what’s another manic night downtown
i’ll sleep the length of the F
to the beach and back
i gave a loosie to a homeless hippie
slept on a floor that i couldn’t afford
i don’t know where i fit in
i don’t know who i am
i don’t know who i am
without you here to hurt me
please bring me back home
oh, don’t take me back home
i don’t know where to go
please tell me that you know
please bring me back home
oh, don’t take me home
i don’t know where to go
i don’t know where i am
what’s a life to another cigarette
every time i take a drag
i think of you and feel dead
what’s another manic night downtown
i’ll sleep the length of the F
to queens and back
what’s a life to another cigarette
i was hoping you’d pull me back
and kiss me instead
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